Sixth—Monthly Update

So, hi n___n

Last post was on March lmao

So, um. Just wanted to let you know I'm on my last year of high school \o/ So in total, I only spend about 1 year and a half in high school? This is incredible, you guysss.

And I'm 16 now. Yay me! I'm on my fifth semester rn and I've received my midterms results. All in all, they are great. I got 90 in Biology, 86 in Math, 88.5 in Religion, 88 in English, 77 in Chem. I think it's 77... I only failed Physics \o/ I wanna thank my friends for being such perfect distributors to my exams HAHAHA

Me and the rest of 12th grade students took TOEFL test on the last day of midterm. The result has just been posted on the bulletin board outside my class. My teacher announced that I scored 590 on my TOEFL, but she didn't mention who placed first in overall. Turns out—

—it's me.

ME. FIRST PLACE ON TOEFL TEST. THIS IS AN ACHIEVEMENT BUT IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE IT WHAT IS THIS FEELING STOP IT.

Mom wants to see tomorrow. Kay, whatever.

Teacher said it's people who want to continue to post-graduate who usually score near 600. And then she puts high hope in me scoring 100 in my English national exam.

Why are you guys like this this is a burden??? ;______________;

Ah, I'm sleeping early tonight. Dad leaves for KL again tomorrow. No fun. And oh I think I'm taking psychology for college. Mom has been suggesting me to take psychology since I was in elementary school just because she took children psychology in college. I think I've given up on culinary. It will only be a hobby to me.

I want to sleep but I don't wanna stop writing I think I have so many things to tell you guys but I don't know what.

Oh, and I hate physics. That is all.

Sixth—Yet Another Perfection

lol i really wanted to update when infinite released their naekkeohaja mv but i was too lazy. it's still in the draft lmao wailt

on a lighter note;

HYPERVENTILATE.

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hello seven flawless angels n_____n

THIS IS THE FLUFFIEST MV IN THE HISTORY OF MUSIC VIDEO. IDC KAY THIS IS THE FLUFFIEST DOT

You have to know how anxious I was waiting for the MV to be released. My hands were trembling, my heart was beating so fast, my legs turned to jelly, my breath became uneven. But when Woollim finally uploaded the MV—

—internet is so slow here in my country, yo.

I ended up waiting for an hour for it to load. An hour later, it finally loads completely. I watched it.

And I cried.

Like, really cried. With real, salty tears.

Sungjong opening the song. Myungsoo got more lines than Woogyu. Sunggyu with kids. Woohyun just being adorable. Dongwoo just being his usual adorable, cute, adorable, handsome, adorable and precious self. Hoya just being perfect.

AND I'M IN LOVE WITH SUNGYEOL'S LINE. AJIK JAL ITJI AJIK JAL ITJI I WANT MORE.

You seriously cannot not melt at Hoya's smile. Infinite's smile, in general. And that was why I cried. At the end they were eating while laughing. I just want them to stay like that forever; laughing and smiling and being dorks forever and ever and don't ever leave me Infinite what would I do without you guys ;______________;

Donggyu are such children I cannot with their cuteness. Hojong picking cards and presents together oic AND AND

MYUNGYEOL.

THERE ARE SO MANY MYUNGYEOL BUT IT'S OK BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER HAVE TO MUCH MYUNGYEOL.

Sungyeol dragging his boyfriend Myungsoo into the shop. Them just being adorable together. Flawless couple.

And Sungyeol presenting himself as the present lol why. And Howon dropped his present while greeting the camera can this guy get any cuter.

This is the best MV of the year, negl. Even Onda likes this. And she's not even an Inspirit.

Seventeenth—ANOTHER PERFECTION COMING THROUGH

THIS TIME, IT IS THIS.



Perfection indeed.

This MV is so creative! I mean, I never thought they'd use a wall of... toilet papers lol And they are SO HANDSOME SQUISHY CUTE ASDFGHJKL ;~; These boys will forever be my angels ♥

And Sungyeol's acting skill is so good! Well, who am I kidding? That kid has been an actor since pre-debut and he's the nephew of Yoon Yoosun (an actress) so I'm not surprised =))

The whole MV is just gorgeous ;A; And I can't, with the end. Oh yes, the end.

SUNGJONG POPPING OUT OF NOWHERE.

SUNGYEOL'S SURPRISED EXPRESSION.

LEADERGYU RUNNING AFTER THEM.

HOYA ON THE STAIR.

DONGWOO & L GOING CRAZY.

WOOHYUN SQUATTING ON THE STREET LIKE A LOST CHILD.

I CANNOT WITH THE CUTENESS.

/dies.

And here's their comeback performance from today's Mnet Countdown.
I absolutely love Nothing's Over's dance break <3 And the intro (Shot)'s dance, and L on the stage looking absolutely awkward as ever, and Sunggyu's wink at the end <3333

/dies again.

Oh, and my memet (?) Hoya rapped for Wheesung today in his new song "Heartsore Story" :3

credits for the videos; woolliment & UnknownCarrot170 @ YT

Fifteen—BEFORE U GO IS PERFECT, K?

This. THIIIISSSS.

I just. I can't. I'm. GAH.

They're perfect. As always. Duh. Flawless perfection at its best. But not just that, THEY'RE FREAKING POLICEMEN. WITH GUNS. I'D DIE HAPPILY IN YOUR ARMS, HOMIN. Well, maybe just Yunho. Because I'm just mean to Changmin like that just because he's my beloved twin brother.

I LOVE guns, k? Ever since I've watched CSI:NY's first episode in 2005, I've fallen in love with police worlds. And my favorite weapon is, of course, guns. I even still remember what the US soldiers used in the Vietnam War. Yes, I'm just that great /kicked. Oh, and I also love action.

And SM just hits it right there in my heart. Hubby and bro in bulletproof vest, holding guns. And Homin's fight scenes are <333

And then there's the singing scenes. Yunho; epic flawlessness. I CANNOT. Changmin, I love you. Platonic. I love the cinematography, too. Whoever edited this MV, I BOW DOWN TO YOUR PERFECT SKILLS.

But, really. I don't see why they had to add Ara there. I mean, she only tags along to the 3 boys, doesn't have solo scene more than, idk, 3 seconds. SM is just wasting money. But if SM will release a 2nd version and Ara acts there, okay then.

I just. I just wanna spazz ._. Because they're HOMIN, they're POLICEMEN with martial arts skills and GUNS. Not gonna lie, I was shaking and almost crying after the MV was over. That's the real life of 'shaking-and-crying'.

Fifth

I suddenly remember this leaf that I ate at the village. The name? All I can remember is that its name was "Daun Cekidot" :| /krik.

Daun is leaf in Indonesian, and Cekidot is the way Indonesian people modify the word "Check it out" =)) I think its name is... Daun Cengkudu? Mengkudu? Eh, idk.

I missed four birthday posts here =)) Jaejoong's (26th January), Yunho (6th February), Woohyun (8th February) and Changmin (18th February). I'm so sorry =))

I have a full week of holiday starting this Saturday! \m/ The twelve graders are going to have a test next week, so the juniors stay home B)

I don't have anything to post here now lol OH. Wait. Advertisement.

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Alright :Dbd Eh, Myungsoo's 20th birthday in a week! I'm not gonna miss this post. Yeah. Oh, for YunJaeMinHyun (?), I'm gonna post a belated birthday post for you guys! I've prepared one for Yunho a long time ago, a pic spam 8Dbd

Third—Sick

OHAITHAR.

Just got back from, err, couldn't call it a homestay. What is it, err... Observation Trip? Yeah. Stayed for 4 days and 3 nights in a village. Bu Fitri confiscated all of our phones, so, no cellphone lalala~ I got my iPod, actually. But I wanted to listen to music in the room, but the said room is a bit... uh. It's a village, so I understand.

But Jarra-Nena and Ulfah-Triani's houses are 90% better than mine. Well at least they had spring beds. And Jarra-Nena had a pretty decent bathroom. I bathed there 2 times lol There are so many things that I wanted to tell about the trip! Let's start with, hm, how it rains 95% of the time. We usually play in the teacher's villa.

On the second day, we had games for the children. They all had fun, I think. It was great ^^ Oh, the children were so nice. There was this one particular little girl, about 4-5 years old, she always picks up my hand and greets me. She's so cute and chubby I just wanted to hug her till she turns blue IDC KAY SHE'S QT

We visited a cow farm; where they milk the cows. The girls (minus Jarra-Nena) were all lounging in Ulfah-Triani's luxurious house, when Jarra-Nena came to tell that the three teachers and the boys have gone to the farm. We scrambled in panic lol And then we realized that we didn't know where the farm was orz

We walked, asked people, walked, asked more people. It was really exhausting, because it was a mountain, you can guess what the roads look like. We walked for 2km from the village, I think. Err, idk. Maybe it's just me exaggerating, but I did feel like walking 4-5km from the village. Well, here's the awesome part. When we finally got to the farm, we actually arrived the same time, no, EARLIER than the boys!

ARE WE WONDERWOMEN OR WHAT.

We ate grilled fish on the last night. Then we went back home the next day.

And I was sick. Not cool.

The fever started showing about, I don't know, 10-20 meters from the village? I started to get dizzy and my breath became warm. My butt cramped because of the room's bed so I tossed around on the backseat. Bad moves; they made the dizziness worse. I couldn't even finish my food. I ate panadol as soon as I got home, and went to the toilet.

Turns out I had a fever and a diarrhea.

The fever's gone in a day, but the diarrhea's still here. Hi, diarrhea, it was nice having you in my body, forcing me to go back in and out of toilet every 30 minutes and cramping my stomach and all, but please, I think it's time for you to go.

On the other hand, there's this weird image I had when I wanted to go home during those 4 days.

That image was... Nam Woohyun.

Krik.

Seriously, I had no idea how Woohyun got there. He's not even my top bias. But as soon as I remembered Woohyun's face, I was reminded of home. My REAL home. I do not effing know how he did that.

Oh, btw. I'M AN ELEVEN GRADER NAO YO CHECK DIS OUT HEYYA BUDDY! (?)

Sixth—Thanks To

Hi :-h

Did you know that Changmin wrote Ryeowook's name and his impression on him in Keep Your Head Down's "Thanks To"? So nice of him to write about his ex-brother-in-law :"> He described Wookie as "elegant town-person, cold and heavy-drinker from Incheon" lol And, awww he mentions Kibum :3 And more AWWWW apparently, Leeteuk went to the Why MV shooting studio and cheered for his dongsaengs. So sweet of Leeteuk~ And, of course he'll mention Kyuhyun. He said Kyuhyun is a friend who wants to have a dance battle with him lol He also mentions Heechul.

As for Yunho, he only wrote "Super Junior are interesting men and have many colors." So short okay but it covers all SJ members =))

Junsu tweeted, btw.

"Until now, I kept believing that it wasn't true, I believed that (it) wasn't true, I believed that (it) was the enemy of all five of us, but I guess it wasn't really the enemy of all. To see that (they) expressed their gratitude to something I thought was both our enemies.. I guess a lot of things happened in the time we weren't together. This is so tiring."

"I keep wanting to think, hear, and see only good things, but it's very hard to do that today. Even though we've been apart, you know that wasn't right, hyung. We thought the same. Why are you being like this."

See "hyung"? Since Jaejoong's with him now, it could only mean one thing—Yunho. It's all because Yunho thanked Lee Sooman in his "Thanks To". I... never thought that Junsu thought Lee Sooman as an enemy :| I thought the enemy of this whole thing is Kim Youngmin :| But I guess I was wrong ._. But this makes me worry over Junsu, seriously. He was asked about those tweets by a reporter just now and the reporter described his actions with, "mustered a smile and with a stiff expression said, "I should go now", and left his seat." It's like reading something out of a fanfic, or a book.

This whole thing sucks, you know. Because JYJ's got themselves twitter accounts and we got to hear their feelings, but we never hear a single thing about these things coming out from Homin side. But I never wish for Homin to have twitter accounts, just, no. Imagine the awkward times IF Homin didn't follow JYJ or vice versa.

And I'm pretty sure Homin wanted to write JYJ's names in their "Thanks To" but of course, couldn't. SM's everywhere~ Yunho said he never forgets about his high school friends, right? So he can't just forget those three people who are a "part of him". And again, SM's everywhere.

And did you hear about those Orion-Holyshinki yadda thing? I googled. And apparently, K-Cassies have been divided now. They named themselves as Orion and Holyshinki. Orion is JYJ's fans and Holyshinki is Homin's fans. Orion's pretty okay. I mean, it's a constellation, too, like Cassiopeia, and I'm a sucker for constellations. But Holyshinki? Oh, come on. It's like holy water or something. Couldn't they think of a better name? It's like a new religion or something -__- Holy... God. Oh. I see the connection. But, different name, please? 8|

But I seriously think those K-Cassies need help. Really, big help. BIG help. They've gone mental. I seriously can't understand them. I'm not gonna badmouth them since I know a K-Cassie, but I just don't get those K-Cassies who divided themselves. I appreciate those who still wait and support all 5, but I don't know how many percents who still do that.

/sighs

All I know and sure of, is that I'm still waiting for the 5 of them to comeback together under their original name, DONG BANG SHIN KI. That's what they're originally of, they're made for that. And I'll always support the 5 of them through these hard times. If I could meet one of them, I just wanna hug them and ask, "Are you really happy now? Honest." I just wanna do that.

And, uh, Ryeowook's grandma passed away a few days ago. Condolences to her family :'( She was so kind to me when I was still Wook's wife :"( /shot.

Oh, Junsu's twitter translations... credit to christabel88@DBSKnights who translated from Chosun.

And, err, yeah, it's "if I could meet JYJ members again" because I already met them at KLIA on October 17. Bye~! /killed.